Here we go once again.

Same old feeling...
That familiar sian-ness...
The longing to escape, to get out...

A regular monthly cycle, like PMS.

Sighs...

I guess I can never understand this obsessive pursuit of wealth and fame.

Maybe it's because I simply don't want to.

Or maybe I just don't bother to try to fit in.

After all, I do know for sure that this is not the kind of life I want to lead.
This is not the rat race I want to run.
And definitely not the kind of vicious cycle I want to get myself entwined in.

I still dream...
Of clear blue skies.
Of that pleasant little house by the sea.
Of the cosy cafe beside it.
Of the beautiful fishes, corals and marine life.
Of the soothing sight of warm green vegetations.
The lively dogs...the vivacious bunnies...

So full of life.
Simple and uncomplicated.
Peaceful and idyllic.

Right back into the embrace of Mother Nature.